pennywize024

taste my pain and feel my sweat can not even discribe the feelings that i feel when i feel for the feeling that takes me to the place that is where i wanna be. sight cannot see the sightings of the sightless soul that sees the comfort in my pain. direction for the lost isle of destruction is lost by the wayside of the streets of life, and swept into the gutters of the freakish freaks that freak for the "un-norm" of the normal life. listen to the rants and raves of the dead and the mute to find the pulse of your life pulseating in there loss. smell what is in the air and mabey you can sense the future of the now, because thats all that really

Life i let her in my walls and she destroyed my city. i let her see me and she looked away. i let her have me and she tossed me aside. all i see is destruction all i feel is pain. her arrow struck deep and it struck hard into the depths of my soul. i find lovers that are untrue and talk of false emotions just to taste the pain in the end. but it was the one that came and went all to fast that haunts my dreams at night. will i ever find love? only in my mind. am i ment to live through the joys and pains of life alone? only time will tell so fuck you, fuck her, fuck the world, fuck all that cant see what they have and embrace it.

mabey the lights flash on and off but there is a constant aura that floats around her. all see her but she pays no mind. she swoons the hole floor but she saw me. awe struck by the chance to have a little piece of heaven, if even only for a second, and im druged by an absents of a vocabulary. only words spoken are the ryhmes of another placed to a melody. so close now that presence and the voice of an angel are heard and felt, just reach and touch, and speak, and dance, and, and, and,   nothing. slip back to the shadows and enjoy what almost became. the lights flash on and off her aura captivates all and she saw one. and that one faultered.

truth of the matter You've taken over my mind. You've raped my thoughts with your image viruses then sold me fake cures for your own disease. Your words and pictures scream orders at me like angry prison wardens. When I cover my ears, your voices echo in my head. I hate you. I am filled with rage. I don't want to feel this way. YOU have done this to me. These feelings are the fruits of your multi-billion dollar sowing. And i am not alone. There are others like me out there. Every suicide, every madman, every woman and man who gets a gun and just starts shooting---these are YOUR illegitimate children. They don't all know what they are doing.

my thoughts on the matter can you feel it? can you feel the pain that has consumed many for your greed. the oil flows like blood throught the veins of the minions that do your bidding. but you dont see it, all you see is the green and gold that lines your closet and carts you to and from your meetings of death. you lead with ignorance and violencc but what the people need is help. all you see is dollar signs as our boys and girls go to fight for what they will never see, you chase phantoms through caverns and cities to continue the "occupation". we have done our job slayed and maimed our attackers, but we will never get them all they move li

immortal when will i see my angel. i have already seen my devil. he keeps me alone and confused. ive seen the false angels that come and go in my life, all they bring is more pain for the devil to exploit. he fears me though. the devil knows my will is strong and i will find my angel. she will destroy my devil and make all that he has done right. so the battle goes on in my soul. but the battle isnt between a higher being and his nemisis. its between the soul and the devil. the devil just wants to destroy the soul and move on to the next. but i wont let him. if it means an eternity of pain then mote it be.  i wouldnt wish this fate on my wor